Valentine’s day….

All u gals with the boys to love you soo much must be so happy.

I guess i would be too.
Me: Wannabe pretty girl.

sigh
No one loves me
Everybody hates me
I’m gonna eat some worms.

I guess when everyone else is out with their boyfriends,
I’ll be sitting home watching some pathetic movie and eating chocolate bars which I will later regret.

Maybe after, I’ll go through all the pictures uploaded on Facebook and cry over how I’ll never get to be one of them.

I might hug my teddy bears and stare at my pic of My best friend and me and tell myself that friends are enough.

I’ll tell myself that even I will eventually find someone to love me, even if he’s no Taylor Lautner.

I’ll learn to love him, as he will learn to love me.

And every time someone gives me an….
»aww you don’t have a boyfriend, how pathetic«

I’ll just smile and say….«it’s how I choose to be«

Hah! What a ridiculous lie!

But you know what?

I’ll depend on what they say.

I’ll believe that sometimes when you pretend to be someone, that’s what you become.

Maybe I will learn to like not having anybody who loves me….

….even though it sounds like the most heartbreaking and pathetic plan to me. It’s how I choose to be ;0

Signing off to Just Another…
Shanghai Night