I confronted her, my best friend.
It ended with her telling me I suck as a friend.
She said I should stop complaining.
I said I tot telling her stuff would make it better.
She said, guess not.
So I guess that wasn’t like it was supposed to be.
I’m kinda breaking right now.
I mess up every time.
I’m a very pessimistic person who is not a lot of fun.
I obsess over all the wrong things.
And the one person,
the one person who I thought would make it all okay just told me I am a horrible friend.
So I guess I’m not a very lovable person huh?
I try to look at all the good stuff, I really do.
But all the good stuff, its just so out of reach.
I don’t want any of that stuff.
I just want a BFF!
You know what? I can be optimistic.
For instance, I have a home, and parents, and all the organs that work perfectly and…
Oh god I sound pathetic!
The fireworks won’t stop.
I don’t feel like fireworks tonight!
You know what?
I’m going to stop writing about myself.
I’m starting a new post.
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