I wonder how it would be like to be alone.
How would it feel like to sit alone every lunch?
Maybe it would even feel nice.
How am I going to feel bad about not sitting with who I want to sit if I choose not to sit with that person?
And that way I don’t have to be completely ignored at the table because there’s no one else to ignore me.
And if anyone gives me the sympathy look, or the ‘what a freak’ look, I’ll probably just give them the mean look back.
If I make people hate me, how can I feel sad about it since I did it intentionally right???
Maybe I’ll try it one of these days.
I won’t even feel bad when they don’t invite me to stuff that way!
And I won’t have to live under any sort of expectations.
And best of all, I won’t have my best friend ‘appear offline’ to avoid me like she’s doing right now.
What’s even the point os this thing?
I turning into someone i’m not.
I’m nice, mostly.
You know what? I’ll just sleep.
Or go IM someone about how miserable I am.
Signing off to Just Another…
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